(i can see grass, weeds, flies, blah blah blah~)

i haven’t been blogging like for ages?

what’s with my life lately, my working life.

i could hardly get ample rest and sleep.

(pimples popping out, face becoming like shit, dark eye circles

so on and so forth..)

like fuck can.

i’m feeling so damn stress.

i’m wondering what the hell am i working so hard, so long for?

i don’t know how much more i could take.

i don’t know how long more i can survive.

i’m really uncertain about this.

i have came to realised that, no matter how much money you make,

how rich you are, how popular you are, you will still be unhappy.

because you have already lost something, -the simplest thing called happiness.

serious what. so what if rule the world? so what man!

ARE YOU REALLY HAPPY (QUESTION YOURSELF)

if only money could buy us everything i want..

(frowns)

i seriously need a lot of rest. ><

my life is getting busier and busier,

i have like millions of work to complete and handle.

i have NO time for shopping, NO time for photoshooting,

NO time for family, NO TIME FOR EVERYTHING I TELL YOU.

I hate this feeling.

somehow, i feel like quitting.

i feel like going back to study.

i feel like..

but, can someone enlighten me? @______@

P.S. i miss my sister so badly.

i wanna go out with her, i wanna meet her.

but we can’t! )=

it sounds so contrasting.

when we were young, we hope to grow up faster.

when we were schooling, we hope to get the hell out of school.

free from exams, homeworks and books and want to work.

only when we really step into working life.. we all hope to return to the very very beginning.

what to do?

that’s life.