whoots, here for an update!

and my lappy battery is running low! :0

lemme recap..

Last sunday, i made a one-day trip to JB, yea, like again!

hahha! Shopping with family plus a short visit for relative.

Mommy also went there to help out for the dumpling making session!

hahaha! but the weather sucked, as usual.

I went for facial @ Adeline. [:

Quite a nice one! I should go for facial more often!

haha! and there goes my sunday.

Yesterday was a busy day @ work as well as today.

Because, container again!!!!! ]:

unstuff unstuff and unstuff!

awwwwwwww. tired~~~~~~~~~~

luckily, uncle y came down to help out these two days!

happy [:

and OHOHOH.

I’VE GOT A NEW PHONE. [:

LIKE..FINALLY.. PHEW~

P.S. should i like look forward to the weekends?

this weekends? [;

It’s always good for the both of us.

Less trouble, less fake signs, less false hope and such.

I’ll keep myself as ocuppied as possible to stay away

from all those thoughts that i shouldn’t have.

I shouldn’t let you occupy my mind, and (heart)?

and (life)?

Maybe by this way, it’ll be fair to all of us.

Don’t you agree?

They asked me, what’s so good about you?

What are the good points in you? blahblahblah~

Frankly, I can’t answer them.

Not because i don’t want to, just that, i don;t know how to answer.

Or rather i don’t know what’s so good about you that i can fall for?

So what is it?

I think the reason why i don’t know the answers is simple.

I believed it is not because you don’t have good points.

It is because i don’t know you well.

We are not that close, at least that’s what they always say of us.

We aren’t close at all.

And I don’t know you well at all.

So.. can i still say i like you? [:

ok, i’m so pissed off by this lousy desktop of mine.

And i’ve been trying my best to sign up for a new blog for myself.

But it seems like, never successful. *screams*

First, I cannot sign up for another bog with the current email address

(as i’ve signed up for many blogs with this same old one.) ><

Second, I cannot even get a new email! (I don’t know what’s so wrong man)

Third, I’m so lost that i don’t know which website should i go for blogging.

(Blogger, wretch, onsugar, livejournal, wordpress, all and all.)

I’VE TRIED ALL.

&I still couldn’t find a nice place to blog, like why?

All-right, apart from thiese now.

Today’s finally my turn to rest.

Finally, my off-day. But it seems like i have wasted another weekend just like this.

What do i call it a meaningful weekend? Easy.

Occupy my weekends with the things i love.

As simple as that. [:

I can't remember when's the last time i went out with my friends during the weekends.

Forget about shopping, photoshooting blahblahblah~~

My fingers are so 'itchy' ~~~~~ arghsss!!

I guess the best remedy for this is..

Grab my dslr and go out, to SHOOT. [:

Next weekend, hopefully, i hope i hope.

As for today, I went to ikea, giant and courts @tampines with daddy and mommy.

I woke up around 11am? 12pm? had my lovely mac deluxe breakfast.

brunch, to be more precise [: *i'm loving it*

Then we spent almost the entire day there!

We managed to get our chairs, (mine's hot pink!) and a new tv for parents room!

So they'll be giving me the current old and small tv to be put in my room!

*yay-ness*

Although it's old and yeah you know? haha, but i'm easily contented, you know?

*tsk*

And yeah, there goes my weekends.

Well, seriously to me, now..

I don't have a particular day of the week that i could like or be  happy about.

Because, i don't even have a fixed dayoff and don't even know what time will

i be able to reach home each day.

Everyday is sooo busy! It made me so shagg nowadays! ]:

Everyday is such a chore to me now! ]:

Signing off,

adelinedeeronrry.

(i can see grass, weeds, flies, blah blah blah~)

i haven’t been blogging like for ages?

what’s with my life lately, my working life.

i could hardly get ample rest and sleep.

(pimples popping out, face becoming like shit, dark eye circles

so on and so forth..)

like fuck can.

i’m feeling so damn stress.

i’m wondering what the hell am i working so hard, so long for?

i don’t know how much more i could take.

i don’t know how long more i can survive.

i’m really uncertain about this.

i have came to realised that, no matter how much money you make,

how rich you are, how popular you are, you will still be unhappy.

because you have already lost something, -the simplest thing called happiness.

serious what. so what if rule the world? so what man!

ARE YOU REALLY HAPPY (QUESTION YOURSELF)

if only money could buy us everything i want..

(frowns)

i seriously need a lot of rest. ><

my life is getting busier and busier,

i have like millions of work to complete and handle.

i have NO time for shopping, NO time for photoshooting,

NO time for family, NO TIME FOR EVERYTHING I TELL YOU.

I hate this feeling.

somehow, i feel like quitting.

i feel like going back to study.

i feel like..

but, can someone enlighten me? @______@

P.S. i miss my sister so badly.

i wanna go out with her, i wanna meet her.

but we can’t! )=

it sounds so contrasting.

when we were young, we hope to grow up faster.

when we were schooling, we hope to get the hell out of school.

free from exams, homeworks and books and want to work.

only when we really step into working life.. we all hope to return to the very very beginning.

what to do?

that’s life.

” Have you ever tried saying you don’t miss someone when you really do?”

For me, i don’t say what my heart really wants not because i don’t dare to or not because i jus simply love to lie.

你常常问我有没有想你 我通常都会很努力的装成一脸很不想你

没有想你的样子 但是你不知道那些都是谎言 从我口中说出的谎言

还是应该说是.. 白色谎言吧?

这样对大家都好 不是吗?

其实我也很不好受 明明很想你 明明很喜欢你

明明想说实话 却只能伪装

只能口是心非 口不对心啊

我这么做为的是什么?

还不是因为..你有了她

我还能说什么 就算说实话 那又怎样?

这种有爱不能給的感受 你永远不会懂

因为你现在是幸福的 和我不同

说真的我也说不错你哪里好 为人怎样

对于你 我不知道的东西好多好多好多

可是我却不舍得~ 我讨厌我自己这样子

))))))):

我不能再那么自私了

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還好今天聲音好多了

還好没有生病 噢耶~

幸好昨晚和某人聊到深夜

身體没有熬壞 ><

其實有時我很佩服我自己

一旦喜歡上一個人就會做一些很傻很白目

很讓人意想不到的事情 或是..

做一些平時都不可能做的事情

很怪怪怪~~

今天我的秘密被SY知道了

(不是..是她套我的話) 陷害我的囖

也是我自己太笨太傻太天真了吧!

就連某人都說我笨笨的啦 =.=”’

然後今天工作上遇到一件事情

讓我的心情不是很好 就很不自在..

不好受吧? 可以酱講

或許真的.. 太誠實也不好

我不該那樣回答? ><

心情复杂透頂了~~~~

啊啊啊啊~~~~

今天不對勁

有的人覺得我今天聲音怪怪的

有的人覺得我今天心不在焉

有的人認不出我的聲音

不知道怎麼搞的 不舒服

好累好睏好疲倦~

快生病了   怎樣辦???  ):

不開心的一天

不過早上還是有很爆笑的事情讓我暫時開心大笑!

哈哈哈哈!

是賴小姐發現的 (想到都很想笑)

好啦 一直笑人是不對的 該停了

今天去店裡工作 (照理来說我應該是開心的)

可是.. 我想不再是了吧?

原因只有CY知道 ):

我告訴她了 她還一直笑笑笑 ><

又加上今天超早完工的

嘆氣~~~

P.S. 我只希望明天會更好

P.S.S. 我已經開始想他了

真的愛上某了嗎?

不知道 今天好沉 好没心情

没有力量 没有動力 没有没有没有!

)))))))))))))):

我不知道會這樣

更不知道原来没有聽到他的聲音

没有接到他的電話會這樣不自在

是不是那樣子的每天會漸漸變成習慣依賴?

是好是壞呢?

不知道 我真的不知道.

目前感覺很好我不想失去它

P.S. 明天不會在公司 很囧 ><

我不想要嘛!

之前我一直希望能不要一直待在公司

能出去店玩 認識新朋友 認識多些人

但是現在這些我都不要了

))))))))))))))):

啊!!! 怎麼辦?

P.S.S. 好想給他一些力量

(他說累了 我想說加油)

這幾天大家都在跑醫院

因為姨丈意外出車禍

還好.. 不是重伤

姨丈的朋友就 比較严重

我們都有去探望他

希望他們两人能早日康复

P.S. 今天姨丈出院了 也返回新山了

禮拜六放工後和妹出去

到機場玩拍拍 呵~

然後到諾微娜店裡去 带妹妹去看鞋子

順便作弄小boon 哈哈

没有啦 是去”探班”~

P.S. 我心目中的那双鞋子.. );

断貨了 要等等等~~~ ><”

要找到一個能使你的心情變好的人

真的好難 真的好不容易

但是最近我身邊就出現了這麼樣的一個人

遇見他 真的算是缘分 算是..吧

對於他 我可是有盼望 期望 和期待

希望這次不要再錯了 不想和幸福擦肩而過了

 

這樣子算好嗎?

為甚麼每次都是這樣子?

為甚麼每次都是讓我碰到?

有時會想..

是不是我”得罪”了愛神?

是不是我做錯了甚麼事?

要不然為甚麼會和愛情 幸福 快樂

那麼無緣 总是和我擦肩而過?

幾分鐘前我有個小小發現!
呵! 原来我和她心有靈息呀!
樂樂樂!!!

看看一下哟 不是亂蓋喔!
P.S. 阿瑪看到嗎?

噢耶! 我回来了!
心血來潮 想回来這裏!

最近算是忙碌嗎? 嗯..
也不知道 只是除了工作就是外出
拍拍照 逛逛街之類的
過得還算充實吧我!

前幾天剛領薪水!
没花什麼東東 還蠻奇蹟的啦!
只是花在化装品上 哈哈!
不知道為什麼賺了錢就不是很想花
没有那種想買東西的FU和衝動耶~
是好事吧?

噢噢噢 對對對!
不知道什麼時候還可以去outlet工作
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好好玩的 雖然比平常的工作来得累
又會比較辛苦 但是但是但是..
好的地方是可以認識很多不同的人
交很多不同的朋友 很棒呀!

总而言之.. 慢慢习惯目前的日子和工作
慢慢喜歡我的同事 慢慢地適應一切

★加油吧!★

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